Assalamualaikum. hey . know what. i just remembered something. and that something is very important to me actually. it is my DIARY.

this is my diary. and my polaroid with her. :') miss it so much

 ok. now you see. how important that thing is? . the books that hold all of the secret of the universe. ok itu dusta. haha. but at least it still contain some secrets in it ok. just not the secret of the universe. but the secret of my heart. no all the secret. but still. there is. ok. now. did you know where it is? haa.. thats the reason why this entry were entitled by "PAPA RAD" ok. first. the introduction, papa rad is not the name of my papa or what. it is just a silly name that were given by the student of SMTTJ to this one teacher known as CIKGU RADIN. this cikgu radin is a cikgu disiplin ya know. and a very garang one. he is like the guard of hell to all the student in SMTTJ. even to the student that consider a good student. they still afraid of him although they didn't do anything wrong at all. thats the power of CIKGU RADIN or his alias PAPA RAD. enough said. he's such a scary person ya know. he oftenly punish any student with any flaws that he sees with any punishment that he likes. sometimes it hurt. sometimes it is embarrassing the student who get the punishment. hmm. and i've gone through it. it is the day he tooks my DIARY away from me. that day was the last day i was suspended from hostel. and for week of suspension. i being outsider. nothing happen. but that very last day were my unlucky day. because i got caught with him. yeah of course. it is my fault because i went to school with just sandals and a 'DOMO' shirt that time. haha. however. i was lucky cause that time i didn't bring the cigarette to school. if i were, maybe i have got expelled from school already. hahaha. so then he searches my bags and found text books. and the normal things that student brings to school. but then. i have an extra things. that is. my DIARY. hmph. that fucker, just why the hell. off all things, did he wants to take my diary anyway. and what is his right to take it. it is individuals privacy as i remember. hmmm. and yet. he's still not done with me yet. that time. the form4 student were having their final examination in the dewan besar,. and now what. this PAPA RAD brought me there to the stage and ask me to study there, infront off all the form4 students that were taking their paper. hmm. that time. only god knows what i felt. i was so angry that time. but what can i do that im just a mere student. hmm. while he is a TEACHER. a teacher that embarassing his student., how nice is it huh. hahaha, fuck you lah. and he told me that i can claim my diary on the last day of SPM. and so. i withstand it, everyday without my diary, it was suck,. im lucky to have my girl, she's the one who make me forgot about it. and so. the day came.the last day of SPM . in the happiness of verge of our freedom as being student comes. i wait patiently till the last paper for the last day of SPM. and as soon as i went out of that dewan. hmph. im dissapointed, that TEACHER does not hold to his words. he was not even there, so how can i possibly get back my diary. hmmm. that asshole is so fucking killing me . hmmm. i need my diary back. there's so much thing in there that is so much important to me. does he even know what is the importance of diary is. hmm. if he doesnt. so he is such a fucking asshole teacher then. hmm. ruining my mood.

dedaaa.
xoxo