assalamualaikum blogiee. nice day isn it? today's date is 11/12/13 . so nice for something nice. tapi. not to me.. to me.. no matter what date is today. its still not nice at all.. kenapa. aku tak buat apa-apa salah pun. cheating? nope. tipu dia? nope.. hmm.. as i know. there's no wrongs that i have done. tapi still gak jadi camni. im serious in loving you. but did you serious in loving me actually? hmm.. this happens on monday 9/12/13 just a few days past. baru lagi lah benda ni. my girl khairunisa najwa. her family have some sort a problem. cant write here. and it's burdening her. and all of a sudden she made a crazy decision that is to break up with me. me like 'THE HECK??!!' *extreme fucked face . huh. she has never failed to surprise me. haih.. malam tu. i cried like a girl. on my bed. lock the doors. no one knows. hmm. aku tak boleh buat apa. aku dah cakap aku taknak. but. she said that she had made her decision. hmm.. no going back.. me like . speechless. i dunno what to say.. as the morning of tuesday 10/12/13 came. i wake up with there's still tears on my face. huh. hate it. then. that morning. i ask her via twitter-direct message "can we be best buddies?" then, i ask her to call my number. so here she call me. awwwhhh... i missed her voice so much that time. makes my mind go blank for a few seconds that time.. haha. :') . got some conversation. starting that day. that is yesterday.. we've become THUNDER BUDDIES!! *i dont really like it. but thats the only way left for me to be with he.. me so desperate am i? haha.. i found that funny either. tapi nak buat cemana. dah memang aku sayangkan dia. sangat-sangat. and tu je cara aku nak masih rapat dengan dia. tapi.. sangat sakit. sebab aku tak boleh jeles lagi dah. maksud aku. tak boleh cakap yang aku jeles dekat dia. yelah. im not her boyfie anymore... :'( sedih weh hidup aku ni. haha. kenapa eak. aku rasa tak boleh terima weh.. hmm .. dah lah. penat ni. deda blogie.. xoxo....